17 June 72 (Sat)
Dr. told Kong2 that he discovered Ah Mah was attacked
by cancer of the nose, it was better for her to die this way peacefully without
suffering.
18 June 72 (Sun)
Took Ah Mah’s photo to put it in front of the bone
container, took some photo for remembrance.
Tua Yee’ll be going back to S’pore soon, I am sad to
see her leaving.
I wrote this 10 days’ diary while no one was here, I
feel little bit scared, I don’t know why? When a person is died, even dearest
to you, you still scared of the spirit of her or him.
20 June 72 (Tue)
I liked to order the Life Magazine in order to improve
my English, but it was so expensive, 2$ per issue, every month two issues.
21 June 71 (Wed)
Tua Yee and Ocean are leaving today. The house is empty and quiet when I get home
from work.
Yesterday Chin Hock phoned me, I asked him all about
the PRI Test because we’re doing the ‘Round Robin Testing’ with RRI, and did it
all wrongly. When I was talking this
important matter to Chin Hock, how dare they took up the extension phone at
down stairs and disturb, damnit!
22 June 72 (Thur)
Got pills from Dr. Liew.
Accompany Mum to the dentist.
Met my friend Chiew Lien, she is now working as a
sales girl in the Book Store, always being scold and hurt by the mistress of
the store, last month she got the typhoid disease and have to stay in hospital
for cure, now very weak, she told me to find a job for her, I’ll try my best.
To the show ‘庭院深深’.
23 June 72 (Fri)
Last night, dream of Ah Mah, dreamed that she said she’d
found all her friends, and could walk around freely, how funny.
I don’t know why I slept all day long and still felt
very tired.
悠’s composition about Ah Mah had came out in the ‘Nanyang Shang Pau’.
24 June 72 (Sat)
‘Life’ comes again, it’s a weekly magazine, I decided
to stop ordering, too expensive, JB advised me to order ‘19’, a monthly
magazine, 2 dollars.
Ah Kam wanted to date us out tonight, wanted me to go
and asked Shir whether she likes to go or not, that Kam phoned so many times
and ‘pear tiao did’, and that damnit Shir I went to her place so many times she
still hasn’t decided.
FF came at night, she lends me a Lena Lim’s record, I
spend her 清补凉.
This afternoon I went to the Expo at the Anderson
School with Sar Ku’s family, so crowded and didn’t have anything to see.
26 June 72 (Mon)
Pay the telephone and Dr. Dorado’s medicine fees for
Kong2.
Kong2 gave each of us a Paker Pen in memory of Ah Mah.
27 June 72 (Tue)
Today is Mum’s birthday, we cancel all the celebration
this year, I gave Mum ten dollars and a birthday card. She made a golden heart for herself, same as
mine one.
FF baked a cake for Mum.
28 June 72 (Wed)
Feeling life a bit empty and dull since Ah Mah’s
death, this few weeks are the darkest days in my life.
Bought a book ‘阿Q正传’to read and pass time in the Lab.
Nowadays, we’ve only few samples, we’ve finished out
work at 1 pm, got a long time to sit till 5 o’clock.
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